I have created this blog by the direction of the Holy Spirit, by the internal compulsion to act that proceeds fervent prayer.

I woke up just under two years ago, before then I, like all of my brethren, was a slave to sin. Suffice it to say I was dead, then I prayed to God for the first time, now I’m alive. Part of my awakening was due to the influence of a certain truther, a man that got kicked out of Babylon for the Truth’s sake. The Big Bear was on Louder With Crowder when I remember first seeing him. At the time I was a three year subscriber to CRTV. This fact should illustrate the opinions I held at the time. In essence, I believed that there was a secular solution to this world’s problems, capitalism in my mind was the last best hope for humanity. I had read many of Ayn Rand’s books, and I recall almost crying as I poured through the pages of Atlas Shrugged. What those books couldn’t tell me is that some clandestine external force had coerced every country into having a central bank, and every one that refused was vilified or destroyed. After Owen was dropped from Crowder’s show for speaking out against the moon landing, something extremely small and subtle changed within me, I didn’t notice it at all at the time, but introspection shows that this event is what kicked off my pursuit of truth, and my eventual discovery of the Truth. So, BB gets the boot and I don’t recall attempting to find him again for a couple months or so. Until then, I persisted in my university studies, which I was successful at, all the while I was: utterly unfulfilled, depressed, an alcoholic, porn addicted, and a replacer of God with anything that would release endorphins or cortisol. During this phase which consisted of routine viewings of Shapiro and Crowder, something inside me kept reminding me of why Owen got dropped. Eventually I started researching the landings and, like two days of intermittent reading later, I found myself agreeing that the moon landing is a joke, almost built to be found out as a fraud. After this discovery I found Owen on Youtube and I progressively replaced Crowder with him over time. Looking at Crowder’s content now is almost disgusting, it’s the most stale, dry and soulless stuff I’ve ever seen, even though the production quality has never been higher. So here I am now, I haven’t missed an episode of Owen Benjamin’s live streams in more than a year, and I think I agree with him on every subject. That being said, I have always, before and after accepting Christ, been an avid researcher. It’s vital in my opinion to find, thoroughly read, and stack up those reputable sources to back up your conclusions. Christianity was no exception, in fact reading up on the history of scripture, and the various claims it makes about biology and human history is what has probably eaten up the majority of my research time. So yeah, this blog comes from an ex-conservative turned Young-Flat-Earth Christian Creationist who thinks most traumatic public events are a psyop to steer the mass consciousness towards accepting the smart cities. Also, the media is literal mind control whose power has been most explicitly exemplified in the fact that almost all old people have rejected critical thought in favor of what some hypothetical group of men in white lab coats has decreed. On that note, all science is men in white lab coats searching for specific results in exchange for grant money by private organizations, they read the script, and if they don’t they’re replaced with the next guy who will. Science is supposed to be the objective observation of phenomena in varying environments to attain certain conclusions derived from the results, with the original hypotheses being rejected most of the time instead of constantly getting accepted. In fact, professors will not gain tenure unless they meet a certain quota of exciting and influential research results. Point being, all academic research is about finding results that will turn heads, not coming clean and saying my experiment found nothing, like the majority of research studies should. So, this blog will most likely be me responding to Owen’s stream episodes, or whatever topic I am compelled (by the Spirit) to write about. In conclusion, I’m a dude who thought this world was real, I learned it wasn’t, then I found Jesus, and now I’ve been told to make a blog, so we’ll see what happens.